didnt know

you smile
a careful hurt look
i was the one who held
your hand
who picked you up
when you crashed
you wiped my tears
you where there when I
feared the end was there.
you held me when my dad
left, i was there when
you let the blood pour.
when he left me, you where
the one who held me, when you
did not get into the college
you wanted i held you.
When they told you
that you are worthless,
I showed you your worth.
when you needed somewhere to go,
I opened my heart, i let you
in when i Could not let anyone
else in.
i felt things i can't tell you,
you started to meet my eyes,
to look at me, in a way you never
had. I began to wonder, you lie
next to me, breathing slowly.
move toward you, jerky and unsure,
lightly, slowly, lips to yours.
you jolt awake,press your lips to mine.
my eyes grow wide, a feeling in my
stomach, twisting, but honest,
trust this feeling, more true than
ever, though... should i? can i?
stare into me eyes. know this is
true. true enough. doubts pushed aside,
hidden, because i know what you
mean to me.