sighhh.

so somehow
my camera loaded every pic on it
onto my"friends"
computer..oops..
idk how it happen exactly.
i did not know it was there at all.

so long story short.
she sees a compromising pic
of what who knows.
or she exaggerated...
regardless instead of being
a good "friend"
and just letting it go.
she tells everyone..then tells
my boyfriend,who comes to me, i am
ten feet away in the van.heard the whole
convo and she doesnt have the "balls"
to text or just walk over and ask me herself...

wtf honestly!

i am not embarrassed.
whatever it was she has probably seen worse
on TV or whatever..
soo good to know i have such great friends..

so screw them all.

i am not dealing with all their
crap and being accepting of them
and helping with all their problems
to have all of them turn their backs
on me over something as petty as this.

when they turned away and didnt talk to me or lenny for 4 motnhs
with no reason and no explantation before
and i never showed that anything was
wrong and took them back into my heart
without a simple wuestion or aruegment
only to have it happen again

and Rest in Peace

Micheal Jackson
Farrah Fawcett
Billy Mays